2012 - YEAR OF THE DRAGON

herro world.

i'mmmmmmm baaaaaaaack.  who's bad.

new year, 2012, and God has flipped my world upside down and shakey shakey like chickn' bakey.

i lost my bf.  it was sad in the beginning and i had anxiety + sadness + roneryness + sleep issues.  i rearized that im a weak woman and a hopeless romantic, and really good at giving my heart away for men to step on and trample and break into a brillion pieces.  and ya know....i used to think that i was outta his league... but he sure told me.....

what else, i got my own apartment in the LES.  it's cute and perfect for a girl like me, but i don't like it.  cuz i rearized that i don't like living alone (the hopeless romantic/weak woman thing)...and i would rather be wifed up....(yes, what every man in nyc stays away from)....but so is life and God....forcing me to become an independant woman who pays for her own overpriced NYC apartment and fills it with all cute things.  most modern woman would feel like a badass...career woman....like all cool and stuff.....and be new yorky ...and just use men for boom boom.....but im not there yet.  hopefully by the end of 2012, i will be a new changed woman.  the goal for this year: 


TO BE HAPPILY SINGLE


ugh.....i don't even like the sound of that.  it sounds gross.  oh well, i hope i can accomplish it.  but im a weakling!  i hafta eat dinners alone now.  ugh.   i even went to Minca Ramen Factory to try this whole single thing....HOLY COW IT SUCKS.  I DON'T RECOMMEND TO ANY WOMAN.  you sit there and slurp your ramen soup, and look depressed.  no matter how cute you look.  and it ain't like you gonna find a man at the Ramen Factory. 

okie, im at project tradeshow now.  back to workie workie.

byeeee!